::Waving Hello::

Hi there,
Remember me?? Been awhile huh?!? LOL
Ok...well after our BFN our RE requires a 1 month waiting period to cycle again. Lucky for me, I didn't want to cycle right away afterwards since we had a week long vacation to California planned for my husband's cousin. Not only was I not 100% sure the cycle wouldn't interfere with the trip, I wanted some time off to relax.
Uh oh...did someone say VACATION and RELAX?!?!? I must be knocked up totes magotes for totally tubular sure!!!!!!!!!
Sorry folks....OWT proven wrong yyyyyyyyyet again!
Haha, well at any rate, it was a great trip and we enjoyed each others company without the stress and worry about bloodwork or doctor appointments. Now I'm back home and gearing up for IVF #2.
I called my RE's office and ordered my meds but just have to schedule the delivery with Cigna. I'm also scheduled to come in on Sunday next week the 28th for my "Day2" labs and ultrasound and most likely 99.9% sure will be starting up again that night.
Hmph...its hard to get excited about this all again when I've seen it fail BUT I'm trying to stay positive and a happy outlook.
I'm pulling out all the stops for this round. I've started eating organic...I'm trying to find an accupuncture office in New Lenox or around here somewhere...and the biggest one Jim and I decided to even go to church today and are going to try to go on a regular basis. I know that sounds silly, and if it works, I'll know its because it was my time not because of what I had done that month, but if it gets me through the cycle a little easier with some extra hope thats good enough for me.
A few ironic side notes...this is IVF #2 which is starting the day before our 2nd anniversary. If successful, I would be due around my 32nd birthday. The 2 theme is strong so maybe that's a good sign. Also... Jim and I randomly throw around names for a girl if we had a daughter someday. The boys name has long been decided on. We both agree we like Grace but I've never found a middle name that I'd like with it. Well...yesterday , just sitting around, the name Elise popped into my head and I thought "Grace Elise sounds great with our last name and kind of rolls off the tongue." I ran it past Jim and he liked it. So just out of curiosity I googled the name to make sure there were no porn stars or convicts with that name (LOL) and oddly enough there was a story that came up of a family in Texas that had quintuplets and their little girl was Grace Elise. Ok, ok, ok, granted I know I'm NOT having quints...or even quads....or even triplets....and most likely not even twins from this IVF but I feel a little connection to the name now like its a sign. Hmmmm....crazy?
Probably, LOL oh well.
That's all for now my readers...
ttfn!