What a week!!!

After my stim test I had emailed my new RE to let him know the test was done. I asked him if the test was normal, would that be a problem for me cycling with my own eggs in his office. He responded saying there wasn't anything that they could do....which set me into panic mode. I tried not to let it get to me but all I could think about was that we didn't have the money to do a donor cycle or adopt and how long of a kink that would put in our plans.

Anywho....Wednesday night this week my Endo. calls and leaves me a voicemail that the test in fact was normal. I was so very very upset. Thoughts flooded my mind of "now whats". When I got home, I sent an email to my RE to let him know the test was normal and to try and convince him that I should be allowed to cycle at least once more. Well, apparently I misunderstood his email because the response I got on Thursday afternoon said my protocol was set and I just needed to call the nurses to set it up. SO OF COURSE I CALLED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I spoke to the nurse, she was really nice!!!, and she said I can start as early as their June 6th cycle! OMG!!! That is too soon though, since I need to take Provera to get my period so I'm likely to be joining in on their next one which will start either June 16th or 23rd. Here is what things look like...

June 4th- Go in for FSH/LH/E2 levels as well as a recheck of Vitamin D
                That night I'll start Provera....after AF shows, I'll go on BCP until I'm ready to start cycle

June 16th/23rd- Cycle with Follistim and low dose HCG
Somewhere in the cycle-- Introduce Ganirelix
Trigger with HCG
5Day transfer of 2 embroys w/ ICSI
Freeze whatever is left (hopefully something this time!)

Basically I'm on Lovenox, so there isn't a concern of clots with BCP. My new RE says the Ganirelix was given to me incorrectly last year which is why my cycle reversed. He will closely monitor me but this is the best drug to suppress ovulation when give correctly.

So, with a new protocol and a new lab we will see what happens!!

I'm going to spend the next month trying to lose as much weight as possible and enjoy my "free time" with Jim. I've done the math and regardless of start dates, ER and ET won't interfere with my BIL's wedding in July. Plus, if it should work (although its hard to even think that it will at this point....but trying to stay optimistic), I'd be about 25weeks for our cruise. That's perfect! Not too new so I'm sick, not too big that I can't get on the plane, and just right to give me an excuse to not snorkel :)

Side note....my little pail planters are half growing. My planters that were named July and September are sprouting super fast!!! My other two are duds, LOL