Tomorrow is the 1 Year anniversary of the first time I thought I'd have an infant in my arms by now.
Yes indeed that first Clomid pill was swallowed and I just knew a beautiful follicle would ovulate an egg that held the genetic makeup of my baby in it. March of 2013 would be my baby's 3 month birthday and I'd be so excited!!!
Obviously that didn't happen but I hoped that maybe I'd have a 2 month old??? Ok....a newborn???? Ok....not a 3 month old but DUE in 3 months?? Ok....due in 5 months??? Ok...newly pregnant and super excited???? OMG seriously???
Yes that is right Ghost of Kate's Past.....we're praying and praying and praying that next year this time we're even pregnant. Sorry to burst your bubble.
Somedays I wish I could have an ounce of the naivety from March 2012 back...maybe the days ahead would be a little easier to trudge through?
Oh I know, I totally hear you. I thought the same thing :(
ReplyDeleteI completely understand!
ReplyDeleteNaivety - I miss you! I thought I was pregnant the first month I didn't get my period! I want to laugh at that now. Or cry. Maybe both!
ReplyDeleteI used to think I was pregnant when I was younger all the time since I never got my period....like, at all (without meds). I should be part owner of EPT or FRER by now, LOL
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