Saturday, April 6, 2013

I'm scared.....AF is here, LOL

I know that may sound ridiculous to most people but for me not so much.

Last night I was half asleep and when I went to the bathroom before bed I noticed a little spec of reddish goop on my underwear. Being half asleep I didn't think anything of it and went to bed. When I woke up this morning, I thought that was a dream until I moved and felt a little squishy. I was like , "Uh oh, I don't like the feel of that!!!!" and went to the bathroom to discover , Ahhhh yes AF has arrived.

The reason why that is mindblowing to me is that.....I didn't take anything. No Provera and no Prometrium...nada. Matter of fact, just yesterday I was thinking that its been 2.5 months since my last AF after our failed IVF#3 and I probably should start the Prometrium again to bring it back. Guess my body read my mind!! For the first time in 10 years no less...

Now all sorts of thoughts are racing through my head..... did some blood vessels or worse an organ?!?!  rupture and the only way out was through my who ha?!?  Oh my god, should I go to the ER?!?  Or worse thought yet....I've had a rough week at work and have attributed my nausea to my hypoglycemia since my eating schedule is out of whack. What if I was pregnant and this is a miscarriage?!? Oh geez, I seriously have issues and have lost my mind but I'm also seriously not able to comprehend why or how AF could come on its own.

At first I thought I should call my RE's office and let them know. They dont care though since I'm not cycling now....so instead I'm frantically trying to reach my mother to see what see thinks.

Good lord, answer your phone momma!!!  LOL


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