Bad dream....first and hopefully (but not likely) the last

Last night I dreamt we had our baby, it was a girl. Only problem was she came at 23 weeks and 5 days, which is 2 days away from viability. In my dream our doctors were going to attempt to save her. I'm sure a baby that size would not be able to be held, but in my dream I was rocking her in the hospital and singing "Fighter" by Christina Aguilera and telling her to be a fighter.

So now I'm paranoid about 19weeks  AND 23w5d....great.

It doesn't help that my ankles have been a little swollen. Not balloons but just a little puffy. I don't like that at all....ankles stay normal here me? Paranoia is setting in big time. Also I think (I'm pretty sure) I have a UTI. ::sigh:: great....  I just left the OB, why couldn't symptoms start then instead of two days later?!? 

Speaking of things that are swollen....my belly, LOL  I know its just bloat but I feel like if baby keeps it up I'm going to be a 200lb'er when he/she gets here!!