Today it arrived! Its a newborn size so of course its going to be small but OMG was it small!!!! I just snuggled it it was so adorable. I don't know why but the moment overtook me and I told Jim I wanted to post something on Facebook afterall. No, not in 3rd tri...tonight. Hmmm, yeah baby makes me crazy.I only wanted to incorporate Jack and this onesie but couldn't think of any ideas so I totally ripped off pretty much every pregnancy announcement and posted this...
"A Rainbow Baby is the understanding that the beauty of a rainbow does not negate the ravage of the storm. When a rainbow appears, it doesn't mean the storm never happened or that the family is not still dealing with its aftermath. What it means is that something beautiful and full of light has appeared in the midst of the darkness and clouds.
Rainbow Baby Payne--- due April 5th"
Ahhhh (a written scream....cant really scream ...Jim would think I'm a lunatic...moreso than he does already)
I can't even begin to describe how much this post speaks to me and how happy I am to have come across your blog. I too had a baby born asleep after going through IVF. Emily Grace was born asleep 9/07/13 two days past my due date. I never saw it coming and to this day have no answers as to what happened to her. I have an FET coming up next Wednesday and I'm feeling pretty optimistic. Your family pic feels like a good sign to me. I was born in 1981, Emily was born in 2013, and if this FET works my rainbow will be 2015! I will be praying for you in that your pregnancy is happy and healthy :)
ReplyDeleteSo sorry for your loss, we didn't really have any clear cut answers for what happened with our Jack either. I'm glad , however, that you found my blog and best of luck to you on your upcoming FET!!
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