Got the migraines so AF is legit

I can tell my e2 will be next to nothing tomorrow based on the fact that I've had 3 migraines in less than a week. Fun stuff!! Good thing tomorrow starts stims because that will be the only thing to make the migraines go away!!

Other than that, AF has been wonky. I started spotting on Saturday night and by Sunday morning it was gone. I thought that was strange but perhaps it was just getting started. Sunday night, spotting again and gone on Monday morning. Monday night spotting and gone on Tuesday....then Christmas I thought it had to have been gone for sure so I went to Christmas dinner at my IL's house without a pad and wouldn't you know? It came back. This whole time its been just spotting which drives me crazy to have to waste a pad on it. I've also got a crater face, which hasn't happened in quite awhile. All of these things put together I'm hoping will give my cycle the best odds since its following a true cyclical pattern this time.

Tomorrow morning I'll be going downtown for my baseline u/s and b/w and I don't see why there would be a hold up on starting tomorrow so that should be day1 of meds for me!! This past month has gone by so fast and I can't believe #3 is here tomorrow morning already!! I'm very anxious to get this started and done with and hope to keep a shred of sanity this month. Honestly, even though I have my CCRM consult scheduled on the 25th, I'm scared of having another BFN after doing all these things to improve my odds. After all this, what more will CCRM do? I'm freaking out over freaking out....lord help us all!!