6dp3dt aka 9dpo...Uh oh...

I'm officially starting to freak out.

In my cycle group on The Bump there have already been 2 BFPs and now I want to POAS. Its driving me crazy because I know that I shouldn't since I'm only 9dpo and I'm probably going to get a BFN even if I really am pregnant. I still wanna POAS.

I do have to say though, although I'm starting to get a little cray cray, I'm keeping it together for the most part. This morning, the glop that is still coming out of me looked brown tinged. However, I had tan underwear on....for a split second I stood there holding my underwear (sorry TMI, lol) thinking "Is this implantation gloop....or is it progesterone gloop that just happens to look brown because I have on tan underwear???". Then, I shook my head and said "YOU'RE CRA-ZAY!!!" , put the underwear in the hamper and went about my day.  :)

Although, I'm going grocery shopping today and I think that I will pick up some FRERs ....If I buy them amidst the groceries, Jim won't realize I bought them , bwahaha.