7dp3dt....this is where it falls apart usually

Past two cycles start falling apart today at 7dp3dt or 10dpo with AF to follow 2-3days later.

Last cycle was especially brutal, starting cramping and whatnot by 5dpt!!! I also wanted to rip my head off by now since my headache hurt so bad. However, hopefully I'm not jinxing myself but I woke up this morning feeling no different than when I went to bed. My headache is still a teensy bit there but some days I don't even need a Tylenol....last two cycles I was in tears 2 hours after I had taken them. Small victories :)

When I was in the shower this morning something weird happened. Don't worry I'm not going to tell you something perverted...thats for my other blogs, LOL ;)   Do you ever smell something and have it "take you back" somewhere or remind you of something, good or bad? Well, I'm a pretty scent oriented person and that happens frequently to me. Thats why I'm particular on what perfume I wear or what cologne Jim wears.

Anywho, I'm a couponer and a saver so I buy the biggest bottles of body wash for the best price and make them last...sometimes 3+ months. Having said that, the body wash in my shower now is the same body wash I had my last cycle. When I started lathering up my loofa, I started getting these like "flashbacks" of last cycle and was getting sorta sick to my stomach. Barf. It was super weird and thankfully I had washed my hair and face first before body because I had to high tail it out of the shower before I actually did barf for real.

Yikes, well I have a pretty busy day today which is why I'm blogging now. Although, we'll see how I feel after my acupuncture tonight. If Monday is a BFN, this will be my last session :(

Toodles!