My BIL's fiance's SIL....yeah draw a map for that one....just had a baby and she has now been married....ohhhh, 4 months?!? No, not a case of bad math. Well the pics are posted on Facebook and despite the fact that she had a big flower on her head (omg , I loooooooove that) she's just a baby. I'm kinda happy about that, and comments like that are the reason why I'm getting so good at being a bitter infertile and I hate that I hate everyone. I even told Jim that I have started hiding people on Facebook that just got engaged because thats just one more person that will be pregnant before we are.
When I do get pregnant, fair warning....I want a party, not a shower. This baby will be celebrated like no other in this family believe you me. If I think its falling into the "just another shower" category, I will cry....a loud, ugly hormonal cry, LOL....no one wants to see that.
Ok, thats all for now. Oh yeah and I'm looking forward to my sono on Monday.....said no one ever.
I have had the same exact thought about being who are getting engaged. I was at a wedding this summer and felt sooo bitter just knowing that they would get pregnant first. I think these are normal feelings and you should just embrace the bitter. And dream about that party.
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