Today is the day AF started for my last cycle so I'm hyper on guard ever since I woke up this morning. Every 10-20minutes or so, I do a panty check. Yup, just pull down my drawers in the living room and check it out. So far so good....but then again its only 9:30am and spotting didn't start until around noon last time.
Whatever the outcome of this cycle is, I'm going to be SOOOOOOOOOOOO glad to get rid of this stinking freaking headache. OH. MY. GOD. I'M. GOING . TO . DIE. lol This year, I'm thankful for Extra Strength Tylenol!!!
I'm subbing for 2 shifts at work this week. One is today from 1pm-7pm which is good, it'll get me out of the house and off and far away from my computer. Websites like peeonastick.com and twoweekwait.com are not helping me. Oh, LOL, you think I made those websites up I bet.....seriously, they're out there....just. to. make. you. CRAZY!!!!. Today will be helpful to get out but I'm hoping if AF shows up that its not while I'm at work. Nothing says, "Can't deal with patients well" then a caretaker who crys while giving bed baths right?!?
Also, my second shift this week is of course the day of my beta from 9am-3pm. Therefore, I'll go downtown in the morning for my bloodwork and be anxiously waiting for their call while I'm at work yet again. Last cycle that call wasn't so bad to get at work because AF showed up in full force, literally on my way to work from the beta draw.
Therefore....otherworldy being if you can hear me through my little blog.....if this cycle is a BFN again, I'd prefer it if you just send the crimson tide my way today or tomorrow. I'm a little more receptive to a "Oh I'm so sorry" type phone call when I've already cried my eyes out about it in private.
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