Bad day today.....regression style

This is the best way to describe my mood right now...

I'm super stressed out everywhere I turn. At work, my family, my own personal IF issues....you name it. Everything is making me super annoyed and while I thought I was getting out of my funk a little bit today just was a total 360.

My regression started when I found out that despite hiring a new person at work (I was psyched because we're short staffed) that someone else just put in their 2 weeks notice. Now we're going to be missing one person and filling that spot with someone who is still in training. Great.

Then Jim had to work a double yesterday and today was "Guys Day" for the near week celebration of my BIL's upcoming wedding. Basically, I said good morning to him yesterday morning and hadn't seen him since. I was really just in need of a hug and to spend time with him so I was a little on edge that it was like 36 hours since I'd seen his face. I then checked up on some of my blogs I follow.....sad sad sad just like me. This made me really get not just sad but mad. I'm outright mad at the world for what's happening to me and my blog friends/message board friends. How can someone just have sex and get pregnant and we can't....why is this such an issue for some of us when others take this simple little process in life for granted.

I decided I needed to cheer myself up a bit and decided to watch and episode of Catfish. Of course it was a woman pretending to be a man.....they knew each other and the girl did it because the other one was sleeping with her boyfriend. Then they go into this sob story about how she was in an abusive relationship or whatever yadda yadda and lost her baby because of it. Seriously??? I'm watching an Mtv show for the comedic relief NOT for this!!!  Click...off.

So Jim finally gets home and hands me the mail. Pregnancy announcement. Urgh.....that's it, cue the water works like Monday all over again.

We decided to go get ice cream because that always makes me feel better. We came back home and I went to go plop down on the couch next to Jim but sat on the metal lever between the chairs that you pull to recline. Yeah....ouch. Cue the water works again.

Hmph.

Its only 9:15pm but I've had enough of this day and I'm going to bed.