Beta results and WTF appointment scheduled

I just heard this song at the end of tonight's rerun of HIMYM. I think its rather fitting of a song and of course it should be at the end of my favorite episode....when Barney proposes to Robin. The lyrics speak to me and my current situation. Ironically the last lyrics of the song are "There's another hill ahead".

True dat.

I stalked my patient portal all day until finally the magic update got posted. I had hoped for a miracle that there was a low number but still positive just a small glimmer that the blasts at least stuck for a small amount of time. However, that of course was not the case. It was the 4th time that my beta was less than 1. Meaning, they were transferred last Monday and just fizzled away. They didn't even try.

Damnit Raj and Kelly, WTF!

Anywho...speaking of WTF. I have my WTF appointment tomorrow afternoon already. As soon as the beta was updated I called the nurses. They wouldn't tell me anything other than the beta number and told me I needed to schedule a consult with the RE to discuss the cycle and ask him all my questions. I was really surprised they got me in tomorrow already. Maybe I scared them with my antics today and they figured...."Sooner she gets back in here , sooner maybe she'll get KU and out of here!!" Whatever the case may be I've got a list for my RE tomorrow. Its only a 1/2 hour consult so it'll be on my lunch break and hopefully 1/2 is enough to discuss WHYYYYYYYYYYYY??????